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 My name is Nagaraja. I am 18 years old, from a small village in Tamil Nadu. I didn't have a mentor. I didn't have a library. I had questions and no one around me was asking the same ones. So I started writing. This blog is about identity, psychology, and the human mind. About why we think the way we think. About shame, resilience, power, and what it means to live consciously instead of just existing. I am not an expert. I am a seeker. Every post here is me thinking out loud, honestly, without a filter. If you have ever asked who am I and felt the silence underneath that question, you are in the right place. Nagaraja

"He Earned People"

                                                          FATHER (APPA) It is about my dad who have not live peacefully he suffers more than we imagine. He is a handicap. And from the start of his life he lived with problems in his childhood poverty hits more there is no food to eat, and he was raised by YMCA boys hostel, and he loses his dad in his childhood for me, he is every thing and my master also if I do one thing he does that 5 times more in my age he is my political teacher he knows politics in the 8th grade and in that time he can say all 234 MLA's name he is an unsung hero and genius, but he lived alone in his life in hostel no one supports even not his family and relatives all abandoned him, and he faced more struggles even in food and at all every thing then he completes school he is willing to join in college, and he wa...

"This is about my cousin. She died four months ago."

          MY SISTER (COUSIN)     I have one doubt about disabled child because when they were born with physical and mental illness the world say they also have right to live yeah I accept but in very serious case like my cousin she has more, she can't talk, she can't move, she can't live normally her legs and hands are crippled, and she can't stand she always lies on floor or bed the last 10 years she faces limitless pain and endless suffering without any joy and meaning and the parents who give birth face more than her, they suffer more mentally and in everything, and she passed away in 4 months ago before she died that point only she relieves from pain and endless suffering, but the parents never forget and they accept  my question is instead of suffering why we give early death because if she lives she suffers endless and parents also but the world against it .if she lives what the point the meaningless suffering will shallow them is...

“Who Am I — I Am Still Asking”

“I am Naga raja. Born 27 June 2008 in Seydunganallur — a village I hate and love simultaneously. I live with epilepsy, neurasthenia, and trembling hands. My father is disabled. My mother carries her own illnesses. I am their only child. I have no exceptional grades, no sporting achievements, no conventional talents. What I have is this: a mind that cannot stop asking questions. From the Big Bang to this present moment, I want to understand everything — cosmology, history, science, psychology, politics, philosophy, human behavior.   I am an atheist who is endlessly amazed by the universe. I wonder what life is. I wonder what comes after. I don’t know who I am. That question never lets me sleep. But I am the one who keeps asking it. And I am still here.”